My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness.It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ...Yet finds no direction.My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness.It yearns to find warmth and happiness ...Yet it somehow eludes me.My eyes seek out visions in times of want.They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them ...Yet they cannot see the light.My ears listen earnestly in times of silence.They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ...Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me.My arms reach out frantically in times of despair.They seek strength and compassion to enfold me ...Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap.My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude.It poses intense questions that demand answers ...Yet there are none to be found.My hand reaches out earnestly in these times of confusion.It dials the number of a familiar and calming voice ...And gratefully, my lifeline to sanity ... remains intact.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
nth much today..go hm at ard 1115..whole day inside e sch hall..gotta ma marks back..pass all ma exams..quiet happy but nt soo happy..surprisingly pass ma
geog..ma class as usual everytym got in to trouble..especially e guyz..throwing
paper ball ard..n get caught by vp..pity e mly guyz didnt do anything n suddenly get punished..as usual oso NA student got scolded coz make noise..empty barrier make e louders noise..aft sch went to cwp..ma fren wana buy present 4 her bf..
den went hm..
me n ma fren hoping tt we will get into e train thru..but sad oso coz dunt wana get separated wit e others fren..
signing off..
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
omg..i feel tt i m de happiers gal in e world today..i will not 4get tiz day ever in ma life..cant tel u wat exactly happen today..coz smeone might get jealous..
hehes..finally wat i wish for all tiz years had came true..i m sooo happy..
btw 2mr i will get ma result kinda scared e battle had not over yet..we will wait n
c aite 'stella'...since u de one who started it..
but watever it is i hope tt me n ma fren will get to go thru e 'gift' tt wat our vp say juz now..is okay if u guyz up there dunt not understand wat i m toking abt..coz u guyz dunt need to noe..hahas
till here..
[miss u]
Sunday, October 15, 2006
yes..exam over is over is over..hope it will not come back again..
not been bloging all tiz while..bz 'studying'..hahas..now waiting 4 e result..
btw happy belated b'dae fatin..n..happy b'dae sidah..hope u success in life..
mmh missing ma dear cuzin lyk cwazie..hugg..c u guyz soon..
oh ya zuhayr u have nt tell me e story yet..i will wait 4 ur sms..
aiya missing smeone frm other sch..fazlin 4get it..
till here..