hello human
yeaa its been awhile since i last blog again..
yea been pretty busy with this and that..
but first thing first i pass my N level..OMG
meaning i am goin to sec 5 next year..
so do my frens..
when i see my result it was damn shocking la..
it didnt what i expected to come out..
i was damn,very happy..
i meet bestie straight after i got my result..HAHA!
and i like crazy people..
okay enough of that..
i must really study hard next year..
yeaa but at times i feel that i cannot do it..-.-
watever with it..i will try my very best.
next, working was alright..
resigning soon i think, due to school starting soon.
the only thing i can say is working is hard..
but its fun BUT AT TIMES it suck to the max..
this week actually i got 2days off which was on mon & sat..
but unfortunately i dont know how come they change my schedule..
i must go work on sat..fuck right..
was planning to go out on sat..tsk3
so yesterday was christmas...
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE !!
ytd celebrate with my colleague at laupasat(its that how u spell)..
reach there at around 11pm after everybody end work..
almost everybody was there..
but me and bestie did not eat alot..
cos like its late and we dont really eat at night..
they order beer and all..
everybody was HIGH..
we exchange christmas give and all..
and u know i got cadbury chocolate:D
yadayada take cab home..
we share cab..went to sembawang first then bestie and finally my hse..
i forever last.
the fare was 35++ buck..
quite cheap la i tot gonna be 40-50 buck..can claim the money obviously
i reach home at 2.30am yesterdayy..lalala*
working in the afternoon later on..
exhausted to the max!
picture will be post later..
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
hello humans..
its another new day..time pass super fast till we cannot feel that holidays are coming to the end..
didnt blog for quiet sometimes..was busy plus lazy to update..
as usual la huhh..
so as for this week i got alot of, off days..
was pretty happy with that..
anw i've received my pay last week..
quite satisfying la.
anw i am feeling anxious,nervous,scared,etc,etc..
cos tomorrow is result day..
i really hope i can make it..
praying hard and wish that everything gonna be fine..
hmm i guess tonight i cant sleep in peace..
BUT BUT not to worry bestie say i can call her and talk to her all night..
glad to hear that right..
hahha..
omg i can feel my heart beating so fast and as if it gonna drop anytime..
so better change topic..
GAHH..
so so not working today..
but bestie working today..
maybe meeting her later after her work..
hmm i dont know..
lalala*
anw anw..i've changed phone..
hehehe..
after 2years i endure with my samsung phone finally i changed..
but really my samsung phone got alot alot of memories that cant be forgotten..
hahha
okay serously i got nth else to blog anymore..
that is why i am talking crappy stuff!!!
so i'm off la..
;DD
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Wednesday, December 10, 2008
i dont know what happening to me..
when i woke up this morning i can feel something is not right..
this awful thing make me i-am-so-not-myself mood..
life is too short for us not to enjoy our life..
but how can i get this feeling out from myself..
i can feel things are not in the right place..
things happen for a reason..
yes i know that..
but..
trapped inside my own head,
remembering every word you said..
i am screaming and fighting to find a way out..
curled up in my own mind drowning in doubt..
wrapping inside my thoughts overlooking the days..
trying to find my way out of this solitary maze..
indulge in judgements of the outside place..
looking in a broken mirror at my shattered face..
waking up from the nightmare from which i live..
caged like an animal nothing seems to give..
watever with that..working in the afternoon..
i am feeling rather lethargic.
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Tuesday, December 09, 2008
hello human..
i am still alive..hahh
hmm as u can see i just change my blogskin just a mins ago..
i just realise that i haven been changing my blogskin for ages..
anw i not working today thats why i am here blogging just to kill time and update my dead blog..gahh..
okayyy i know that, no one is reading my blog but so what, i am bloging for pleasure and fun..
okayy ENOUGH!
its already december..OMG time flies super duper fast..
i just cannot feel it..in a few days,weeks times my result will be out.
ohh shit i am super duper nervous and scared when i think of it..
i scared i cannot make it..tsk3
i know what's done is done and i cannot make it happen again and just let fate decide it..arghh
i hope i can rewind the time again..
ystd was hari raya haji..am i right?
was supposed to go to work but something happen so i called up my manager and skip work.
and yaa i have to thanks bestie for covering up for me and she got extend till 9pm instead of going home at 5pm..
thanks babe..
i love you to the max..<3
blablabla meet my awesome cuzin as usually had the small talk and all..
lazy to elaborate..
anw christmas is coming..my workplace having this christmas party and we all are supposed to buy a gift and exchange with one another..lalala
work is doing fine..but at times it sucks to the max..
yea u know..
me and him is doing fine but at times we have this small tiff..
haiz..
i really hope he understand me more..
i hope we can be like last time when everything is doing fine..
but happy moment comes and goes so fast that u cant feel that it is happening..
nth else to blog human..
will blog soon;D
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