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Sunday, December 30, 2007

heyy..it's been a while since i last blog..
i am too lazy to update it & i am out almost everyday..
so i got no time..
gahh..but mostly i went out with the npcc-ian..
they ask me out..so i went larhh..
better then staying at home and rot right ?
& ya everything is over..i mean the two day test..
i hope everything is going well..
i wanna go 4/5 next yr..& i hope all my friends will be in 4/5 too !!
*praying hard*
&& this holidays i had learn new thingS..
i know how to play bowling and pool..my npcc buddies teach & influence me..
-gahh..
i love bowling larh...pool i okayokay only..so i am not hooked to it yet..
nvm but at least i have learnt new thing during this holidays..

tomorrow is 31st december..so it's mean it is the last day of the year 2007..
& 2008 will be here soon..2007 have been a great year for me..but still got ups & downs & all..
hmm ..what is life if no ups & down right?
like what people always say..in life sometime we are up & sometime we are down..
we are like a wheel that is moving..
okayy stop it fazlin..i am just being random here..

2008..a new year so i must have a new resolution..
hmm i am thinking..so i guess i must open a new chapter of my life..
when i am done with the thinking i will tell u guys huhh..
teehee:)
okayy this is for real i have gain weight..
arghh!! i am SO not over it..can somebody help me..-grr
i seriously need to go for a run..
i need to exercise !but nvm larh as long as i am happy is good enough..
i just need to go npcc & continue with the training so that i can lose weight..

zai jian:)
i'm off !
:D

at 7:56 PM

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

merry chrismas people !!
enjoy the dayy..
okayy i lazy to blog..
bubbye..

i'm off!
:D

at 11:45 PM

Saturday, December 22, 2007

it's really hard to please people !!
sigh..
my life feels like a living hell..
i am what i am..& i comfortable with being me..

i am really exhausted...just came back from school..
got meeting for the councillor about the sec 1 orientation...
the meeting was at 9am...
actually its end around 4pm but thank god it end at 2pm..
cos some people need to leave early so ms phua dont want to continue..
she wants everybody to be there, so that it will be easier..
phew!!
around 12.50 was our lunch so me,jueqi,yijuan&samantha didnt eat..
we only went to 7 eleven buy drinks & play swing for a while..
then headed back to school to continue with the meeting..
the meeting end at 2pm..
so jueqi,yijuan&samantha wanna go cwp to have their lunch..
so i follow them..
after that walk around cwp ...
today the npcc-ian went to pasir ris...
they ask me,jueqi&yijuan to go but we cant because of the councillor meeting..
tot of meeting them today..
but after that they wanna go bowling..
so we didnt meet..

not forgetting
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY HARNISHA & YANLING!!
may ur best wishes come true !:D

i'm off!
:D

at 5:45 PM

Thursday, December 20, 2007

hello people..
just came back from my grandma's place..
meet all my cuzin todayy..
happy happyy...hahaha...
the food was yummy !! i have a nice chat with all my cuzin..
when i'm with them i can go crazy..lol
they i just fun to be with..cos i can just forget all my problems that i have..
hmm..btw selamat hari raya people !!

&& jueqi is back from nepal !!
happy for her..she reach s'pore ard 5am on wednesday morning..
she called me..have a nice chat with her on the phone..
she tell me about nepal & all..
thank god she have a safe trip ...:D
hmm..what else...
i got no topic..for real ! hahh

i'm off !
:D

at 11:05 PM

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

heyy!
seriously i'm not in the mood..
i'm sick & tired of people who tag at my tagboard recently whose does not put their real name..
but instead they put their nickname..
seriously what's your problem..
for what i know i got no enemy & i dont have any problem with you people..
so what u want..
for once ..stop disturbing me & my friends !!!

to sidah:
heyy seriously not me who tag at ur blog..i dunno who tag..
but for real is not me..i think u know me better than others do..
we are friends for years..i mean from primary school..
so i think u should already know who i am..
& i wont do that to my own friends..
especially u are my bestfriends...i really dont want to lose you as a friends..
cos you are special to me..
for once again i swear it is not me !!
love:
fazlin ...

seriously i wont forgive u people who do this to me & my friends..
unless u come to us & apologies..

i'm off !

at 9:02 PM

hello people !
time check its 12.40..
i'm blogging in the middle of the night..
eh NO it's already morning!!
good morning people!hahh
okayy fazlin stop it!!
actually i cant sleep so i will kill time here..
teehee :D

first & formost congrats hady mirza for winning the asian idol!!
haha..cant believe it mann..
not bad huhh singapore !!
lol..
okayy seriously i got nothing to blog about..
wadde..yijuan had already send me some of the photo..
but unfortunaltely i lazy to upload it here..
garfield have yet to send me..he say by thursday..
jueqi & all is coming back real soon..
*applause*:D
okayy seriously i'm running out of topic..

i think till here..i will upload the photo if i am not lazy later on..
so good night people ..ehh i mean good MORNING !
i'm off !
:D

at 12:39 AM

Sunday, December 16, 2007

first of all singapore vs vietnam..
whee..finally singapore won the bronze medal..
congrats ! :)

okayy next let's talk about yesterday..
finally i make up my mind to go for the sentosa outing with the npcc-ians..
at first for real i dont wanna go but most of them ask me to go so yapp i follow them..
they ask to meet outside B&S at 8.30am..wadde..so early right..
so i decided to go later..so there's are 2 group..
the 1st group go at 8.30 & another group go at 10.00 ..hahs
so i follow the 2nd group..consist of yijuan,me,nazirul&hasbullah..
so we took train..on the way to sentosa they irritate me like hell lar..
but i dont care them..lol
went we reach vivo we took train(i thk so) to sentosa..
the ticket cost 3buck only..
the train move so damn slow larr..
then went we reach sentosa we take tram to siloso beach to meet the rest..
went we reach, everybody was playing so at 1st i didnt join them..
then yijuan go splash water on me..i got wet lor..then i oso join them..
i was the only sec3 there..cos the rest psk mahz..
raymond at 1st wanna go but at last back up ..he got work..jueqi still in nepal..
the rest i dont know what happen..
then around 1 plus to 2 we change & walk around..
then we decided to go vivo for our "lunch" & that was around 4plus i thk..
lucky after we took the train then rain..pheww
then some of them wanted to eat at banquet but some wanted to eat at kfc..
so we go separate way & will meet after we eat ..
so me,yijuan,irene,naz,danial&hasbullah went to kfc..
hasbullah keep making jokes...we laugh like hell lar..
untill my tears drop..wadde
after we eat we meet them then headed to city link cos they wanna go bowling..
naz lead the way with vishnu,calvin etc..
then me yi juan & hasbullah like lost..cos they walk so fast..
the sir-s & the sec 1 was far behind..
but lucky we saw calvin head ..cos he so damn tall lar..then we follow from behind..
went we reach the bowling place..it was fulled so they ask to wait around 30 - 1hrs..
cos got no space..
so we decided to wait..irene got gastric so yijuan accompany her go eat..
then the sec1 girls & sir-s & vishnu wanna walk around they dont wanna go arcade..
so me,naz,has,calvin,edwin,shake went to the arcade just opposite the bowing place..
at first i didnt know that i was the only girl there..then like finally i realize i was the only girl..
but who care's right..then we play the car racing & all..i always got last plz..
only one time i got 2nd..but nvm it is only a game..
then they say i like tomboy cos i follow them go arcade..wadde
there's no rules saying that girl cannot go arcade what..right?
okayy then we meet the rest at starbuck..
then hasbullah,irene&yijuan dont wanna go bowling but instead they wanna go exploring..
so i follow them lor go exploring..while the rest go play bowling..
from city link we walk to explanade to s'pore river then to dont know lar what place..
on the way we took picture's & hasbullah with his funny joke..haha..
then we ended up at tanjung pagar..haha..
then we took train from TP to city hall..then we chg train..but there's announcement saying that the train end at AMK..
so we decided to chg train again..we drop at city hall again then took train to raffles place.. then the train like no people so we take picture again..haha
then hasbullah give us nickname..wadde..lol
went we reach w'land..irene wanted to take neoprint then we went to cwp take neoprint..
then naz msg wanna meet ask..so on the mean while we go play toys..
they very funny lar ..
then meet they all then we went home..
reach home at around 9 plus..
mom & dad not at home..

the pictures was not with me..once i get i will post..
if i not lazy lar..haha:)
but overall i do have fun..
today nothing much just slack at home..

i'm off people !
:D

at 1:57 PM

Friday, December 14, 2007

okayy i'm so not in the mood now..
i get irritated & angry easily nowadays..
i really dont know what's into me now..
i'm just a useless daughter & friends!!
i cant make people happy for even 1 mins..
i really wish i'm not in this world..
sigh..
sorry everybody if i make u guys angry..
especially my family & friends..
i really dont mean it..
seriously i hate leaving in this world..
i really need somebody now..
i need to pour out everything..
but now i am here trying to control my tears from dropping down & keep all my problem to myself..cos i dont know if my friends would want to hear it ..
i really need someone to guide me ..
people may see i am always smiling & laughing but they just dont know how i feel inside..
i am keeping all my problem from everyone..
i just need a friends who can accept me for who i am..
& love me for who i am..

this season is time for happiness & cheer,
but look through my eyes & you will see a tear.
the words that i speak are never to be heard,
and all i want from you is your promising word.
no one ever listens to a word that i say,
all i need is for someone to point me into the travelling way.
having no one to talk to makes the anger build within,
so i think hard & loud knowing i need to raise my chin.
i fight with myself all the time,
wanting to do something but knowing it's a crime.
i just want this anger within me to just come out,
i have this huge urge just to shout.
i just want to release the real me from being hidden within,
sometimes i think all the thing i do are a sin..

i'm off !

at 5:34 PM

Thursday, December 13, 2007

hello people !!
yes yes i changed my blogskin..
-Gahh..
i just got nothing better to do so yap i changed my blogskin..
hahs..

nth much this days..
just rotted at home..
actually i just came back ..
me & sidah accompany nabilla buy books..
see how nice are we..erp
then when to have our lunch at cwp..
then decided to go timezone..

we played car racing..haha
at first i was not good at it..i agreed !
so the first game sidah 1st..nabilla 2nd..i got 3rd..
then the second game sidah got 1st..i got 2nd..nabilla got 3rd..
then the third time we are playing i got 1st..sidah 2nd..nabilla 3rd..
haha ..AWESOME !
big improvement huh !! haha..
we also play other game's but i'm addicted with the car racing !
hahs

hmm then we decided to go home cos we dont know where to go..
so yapp here i'm ..changed my blogskin & blogging !
whee !
Sentosa outing is this saturday..
i still have not decide !(noob)
most of them ask me to go..but still i have not decide..
i dont know what keeping me ..lol !
hmm applause..today not raining!
hahs..
oohh ya..tomorrow is singapore vs. vietnam
i hope they will win & bring back bronze medal!
so good luck to u guys !

&& not forgetting
HAPPY 13th BELATED BIRTHDAY LUCAS!
may ur best wishes come true !

okayy i'm off people !
:D
i love you lar BESTIE !:D

I don't really want to say goodbye

I don't really want to leave you

But now I have to go away

Stay away from you forever

What we had was something special

Deep down from our heart

But now I have to go away

And leave you from my heart.

at 3:52 PM

Monday, December 10, 2007

will be a short post..
so it's a new week again..
it's monday..
how i wish time can fly a little slower..
okayy nvm..random

raining just wont stop..
so today when out with sidah bestie..
wanted to have lunch with her & return her house key cos that time accidently i bring home..
so when out around 2 plus..
it's raining okayy..
so i dont care just when out..
headed to 888 plaza..wanted to eat at kfc but cwp confirm full..
then chill at kfc 888 cos like not many people were there..
talk none stop & we crap alot.
we just nvr seem to run out of stuff to talk about..
indeed we got loads to talk about..hahss
okayy then when to cwp hang around there..
when back home ard 6 plus almost 7 pm..

& not forgetting
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY AQIL ! &&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIDAH'S MUM !!
MAY UR BEST WISHES COME TRUE ! :D

&& sidah gotta SPECIAL present for her mum's..
hahs..
i thk her mum gonna shock when she say that..hahs
in-law !

i'm off people !
it is just a short post !
:D

at 9:21 PM

Sunday, December 09, 2007

it's sunday ! time check its 11.02pm...
okayy nth much just came back frm my aunt house..
i go visit my grandma whose just came back frm hospital..
went there with my mum...my dad is working..
so wanted to go early but its raining..
mum wanted to take cab..but i insist on taking mrt to simei ..
haha..i just want to waste time actually..
so at last we take train there..
went reach simei ask mum to go east point mall to window shopping..hahass
but too bad nothing attractive..
so we headed to my aunt place it's just two bustop away from simei mrt..
reach there ard 5 ..one of my cuzin was there..
so chill with her then ard 6 plus another cuzin came..
so yapp..
eat our dinner there & my brother come fetch us..

yesterday night was shocking..
ard 10 plus my brother & sister called me ask me to get ready cos they wanna fetch me..
i very blur as usual..i ask them where we goin then they say watch movie at cwp..
ask me to rush down cos the movie was at 11pm..
so i quickly grab my jacket & tell my mum..
& quickly went down & waited for my brother car..
that time i was wearing short & shirt..wadde..
nvm at night nobody wanna see what we wearing oso right sumore its at cwp..
so we watch the golden compass & we reach on time for the movie..
inside the theater damn cold lar..
haha..nice show & i assume there will be part 2..
-Grr
nvm..
okayy as usual i am super BORED now !!
that why i am here blogging..

i'm off
:D

at 11:00 PM

Friday, December 07, 2007

ohh goshh..it's been raining like the whole day..
erpp..oh no i lie..i dunno..
raining is just cool !gahh
i goin insane !i just stucked at home..
dammit ! i love the rain but i hate the rain..
wadde..what m i talking about?
okayy fazlin STOP-IT !

alright..in this cool weather it is nice if we could just stay in bed..
hahss..i'm bored !! super duper bored !
tot of goin stadium & run ..just to realise the stress in me..
but sigh..its raining !!duh-uh .-.-"
i feel like i m growing fatter !!
i just need to exercise ! :)

okayy..hmm
&& i have not decided whether should i go to the sentosa with the npcc-ians not .
hmm what do u thk ??okayy i guess nobody will answer my question
cos nobody read my blog !
i dunno what's the problem in me !
should i go?i know we gonna have alot of fun there but ...
sigh !!
okayy nvm..i still got one more week to think through !
okayy i think i should go now !
will find something better to do like..
arr studying !

i'm off !
:D

at 3:35 PM

Monday, December 03, 2007

And if i lived a thousand years,

You know,i never could explain,

The way i lost my heart to you,

That day.

But if destiny decided,

I should look the other way,

Then the world would never know,

The greatest story ever,

And did i tell you that i love you tonight?

okayy just being random..hahss
it's a new week again !!
its monday..sighh..
i really wish time can pass i little slower..
i still wanna enjoy my holidays..
i really not ready for a new & challenging year..
but i do miss my friendss..

okayy today nothing much..
tot of going swimming in the morning with sidah & her sis..
but i overslept..hahss..
my bad!!

&& tot of buying school books with sidah today..
but mom & dad ask me go hospital visit my grandma..
so i decided to go buy first..
on the way meet jue qi at interchg..
she going to sch oso..
cos she going nepal tomorrow..

so go with her..then i accompany her go for last minutes shopping for a while..
then when reach home i decided not to go hospital..
cos i lazy ..hahss...
sorry grandma will visit u next time..okayy.
so now i'm alone at home..
&& i'm super bored..
i keep eating chocolate..
chocolate's are loves !!

many people are going oversea..
obm was on 1st december..hope u guys enjoy!!
it's a 10 days adventure trip..ENDURE !!

&& Jue Qi leaving tomorrow morning...
she going to nepal...it's a 15 days adventure trips oso..
hope u will survive there..cos now is december & it's winter over there..
so must enjoyy..she will only be back in singapore on 19 december..
around 5am..will pray for you buddy !!

&& i heard that darren going holidays too..
he going to hong kong..he leaving todayy..
so enjoy !!

wahh..alot of people going oversea..
look like i will rot in singapore..
hmm..but no worries i still got my family & friendss!!

okayy i really need to go & exercise..
i getting fatter plz..hmm..
but i oso need to catch up on my studies..haizz..
p/s: sidah bestie dont forget to start studying...
okayy ?

okayy..till here people...
i'm off..
:D

at 6:32 PM