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Wednesday, June 24, 2009







hi human..
justin told me that ive been updating my blog quite frequently this days.. and i realized that too..
so its that a good or a bad thing?! hahh.
anyway let me track back a little..
tuesday amaths test is a killer..
it was horrible terrible disaster !
hahh when i look at the first question i was B-L-A-N-K ! especially the paper 2 was like damn difficult..
or maybe i did not study enough..
but but i manage to do, left out some question in paper2 because i dont even know how to start..
yeaa that bad..
maybe i should considered having an amaths intensive section for myself on MY OWN..
hahh how about that?! sound nice,isnt it?
okayy crap.. but maybe i really should consider that. it may work.
and i know my teacher and my tuition teacher and even my parents will encourage me to do that..hahh
okay enough..
on tuesday i skip D&T again..yea was lazy beside my teacher is not there..
so if i go i will just waste my time there..and i need my teacher to help me with those stuff..
went out with jueqi at night..
yea the picture will tell u everything.. but i didnt upload much here.. i will upload them in facebook:D

today, skip D&T..yadayada..
my form teacher called me just now asking me to log in to chr website to print up some stuff which need to hand in on monday..
then she asked me how's my study and all.. omg i am so touched seeing that how concern she is..
talked to her on the phone for about 15mins or so..
ohh she even asked me to be thick skin for this 4 months..
meaning asking me to asked teacher for help and all..
i though i am already thick skin to them?
but maybe not thick skin enough!
ohh i am excited about tmr !
ohh and i manage to complete my chemistry worksheet and social studies structure question..
hoho !:D
so i left with 2 emaths paper and amaths tys..
i think..

mummy and daddy coming back this saturday..
i am excited after not seeing them for freaking 2 weeks and after not hearing their nagging and lecture..
hahh weirdo!
but while there are away i seriously learn something from it..
firstly, i manage to do a little bit of house work which i dont think i did when they i around..
i learn that housework is not difficult to do it just need a little effort..
secondly, i know how to wash clothes using the washing machine and use the dryer to dry them.
okay okay sound ridiculous but seriously now then i know.. haha
thirdy, i not gonna say it...

yesterday talk to this old friend of mine..
his in poly already.. updating each other about us..yea.
and i am glad his already so over it and found new girl..haha
i mean i am sorry for rejecting u and all but i think its better for us to be friends..
yea see like now..

okayy i'm off then..
:D

p/s mike u better watch out.haha:D

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Monday, June 22, 2009



hi humans,
i feel like blogging today.. yea weird feeling indeed.
wake at 7am this morning... i thought i was late but lucky i am not..
headed to school.. had emaths mock test, today paper1 and paper2..
follow up by D&T remedial after that..
but i was lucky that the teacher allow us to go home a little bit earlier due to tomorrow amaths mock test..
i was damn happy la..
i have not revise for tomorrow amaths paper. OMG !
i think i gonna flung but i will try my very best to revise today so as not to flung the test tomorrow..
so tomorrow its the same routine amaths mock test and follow up by D&T remedial..
but tomorrow i dont think can go home early so will be doing D&T till 5pm tomorrow.
DARN!
i noticed that i am only left with 7 more week to complete up my D&T before the date line..
OMG! seriously a wake up call mann.. i haven even completed my journal.. my product is not even half-way done and worst still, my presentation board nothing is up yet..
OMGOMGOMG!!
i am messing with my own life.. real shit..
seriously i dont know what i am driving through right now. i am having battle with time..
i have alot of things to do but yet so little time..my time management is really bad..
maybe i should do my own time table for that..
screw me for that...
i always say i want to do but i ended up doing something else..
omg O level is in 4 months time but yet i am behaving as in i have got no exam..
ahh shut up.. maybe i should stop whining.
okayokay i'm off to study for amaths test tomorrow..
yea last minutes study, it bring no good but at times it does help u in someway or another..

;D

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Saturday, June 20, 2009




hi humans,
its saturday..suppose to have tuition at 12 just now but last minutes it was postponed to tomorrow..
yea not again.. but nevermind i am fine with that..
i realised that time passed in a blink of an eyes when we are having fun..
i haven been doing my homework nor start revising for the upcoming exam..
WAKE UP CALL !
butbut i glad that i manage to complete my english comprehension and composition yesterday..
HOHOHO!
school holiday is ending soon.. next week i will be having mock exam..
yea i know its like mock exam during the holiday?! wth right..
having emaths and amaths mock test next monday and tuesday follow by D&T lesson AGAIN..
the only thing i could say now is B-O-R-I-N-G!
but but i dont want to flung those mock test so i gonna start studying for that exam SOON!
i mean now yea today ! no more dragging it anymore...

okayy track back..
thursday study day with the usual clique jueqi,jacq and rairul..
manage to do some work but at last we ended up cam-whore-ing..
went back home at ard 11..
i have fun tho..
yesterday which is friday went to tuition.. meet jueqi at cwp for lunch(which is ard 4plus)..
then she came over to my house did some work and watch dvd..
she went back at ard 10 plus..
thanks for accompany me uhh..
yeaa thats about it la..

anyway father's day is tomorrow..
HAPPY ADVANCE FATHER'S DAY DADDY!
although u are in oversea now and will only be back next saturday but still i will always remember u..
and and i will text u tonight at 12am sharp to wish u happy father's day..
even though at times our thoughts and opinion are not the same and because of that we had some conflicts over it but i know what u did and do are all for my own good..
i know at times i do go against u.. i never listen to u.. to me what i do is always right but u never give up on me.
u always show me what my mistake are..u make me know the world..
u never let me down even if inside of u are suffering.. u tried to make everything look good and nice to me..
even if i make a serious mistake u are there to make me learn from it and u are always there to forgives me and asked me to start over again..
you always encourage me and u always by my sides to support my decision..
i love u daddy.. u re the best daddy i will ever had..
;D

hmm okayy now i miss my granddaddy..
its been months and days since u are away.. u just dont know how much i miss u..
i miss ur laughter, i miss ur jokes, i miss ur story-telling section.. i miss u..
everytime i went back there i will always sense ur presence there.
i know even though u are now so far, so far away but u will always keep watch on us and always be by our sides..
happy father's day granddaddy !
LOVES!

i'm off !
;D

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Thursday, June 18, 2009

hi humans..
today its the 18.. ohhmyy.. nevermind u dont have to know..
anyway i have been feeling lazy this past few days to update my blog..
yea so that's the reason why my blog is left unattended..
intensive D&T last 2 week had been okayy.. i have fun doing my work there with my classmates and friends..
especially the boys keep cracking jokes..
even though at times i feel tense up when doing my journal like cannot get the drawing right and the dimension is wrong but i still can get over it with them around..
i swear i gonna miss the fun after my O's and all..
ohhyaa last friday is consider our last day of intensive for that week before it resume again next week..
so mr toh our D&T teacher order 40 box of pizza and 3 box of chicken wings for the D&T students..
ohhmyy we were super duper shock can.. thanks mr toh !!
i have the picture but i am kinda lazy to upload..maybe will upload soon okayss..
ohh and got this 1 time.. me, darren and eugene was sitting together..
at that point of times i am super duper lazy,tired plus sleepy so i started to draw on darren's model that he had made..
a few minutes later
darren: f*** whats the smell?
me: (i cnt smell anything except the air-con) what smell?
darren: waluii
a few seconds later,
me: (throw my pencil) eew.
me and darren quickly run away and go to another side while eugene walk slowly..
darren: sia uh who farted sia? like never go toilet for 2 weeks..
me: yala want to fart give signal first can..
darren: eh u know ur reaction super duper slow u can still ask me what..
me:HAHA! Diffusion what .. travel to u than me..
darren: crazy..
damn funny la.. but the weird thing is eugene can still walk slowly..OMG!

anyway justin is away.. he have school field trips.. B-O-R-I-N-G !
he went indonesia for 5 days.. okayy i am so OVER IT !
parents are also away for freaking 2 weeks !!
now u know how bored i am..
but i am lucky i still have a lot of friends out there..
just that why must they go oversea when they know that this is the only week i got nothing.
i mean no school=no lesson.
DANG !
from last sunday 14 june i have been going out non-stop..
-tennis
-shopping
-movies
-bowling
-movies
- yadayada
(cannot remember)
and i am broke

supposed to have tuition today at 1pm but was postpone to tomorrow..
i hate it can...
i have lots of homework to be done..
too many till i dont know which one to start with..
tsk!

okay nothing muchh..
till my next update..
and i got a lot of photo that need to be uploaded..
if i am free and not lazy i will upload yaw..
the guys gonna kill me if they saw this because they been asking me to upload..hehhe

i'm off humans !

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Monday, June 08, 2009



hi humans..
now right now i am feeling very tired and exhausted..
just came back from school.. from 8am to 5pm..
tsk..
went to d&t just now and guess what me and diana waited for out material to be cut from around 11 to 3 plus..
we didnt asked much just 1 part of material to be cut so we can do some work..
but it take longer then it expected to be..
i kept running up and down the stair case just to make sure i did my dimension correctly and to asked question..
i swear i can lose weight if this continue..
sigh.
feel like giving up but i wouldnt want to be a fiasco..
i will still work on it till it is over..
i just want to get this O level exam over and done with..
just 4 more month to go and within that month i really need to put my very best ignore every setback i had..
just concentrate on it.. no more no less..

i felt empty..
i wanna get out of this secondary school as fast as possible..
some may say that secondary school life leave us a lot of memories..
all the good and the bad want..
yes i must agree with that...
but at times i just hate it when everything does not go according to what i have plan..
i have to go thru so much yea so much..
keep enduring and persevere no matter how hard it is even though at times it already meet the limit that one had..
i just cannot take it...
i know what we plan might not come out what it might be cause what we plan god will decide for us..(something like this)
but at times it just so unfair..
wait! since when life is fair..
living in this cruel world nothing is fair and nothing is free..
u must work for it, work very hard in order to achieve what we want and what we deserve..
and not all things will end up in a happy ending because we are not living in a fairy tale world that after a hard life it will end off happily ever after. its not..
its far far different from that..
we are living in reality ,except everything that comes around.. no things can make us turn back to make it right after we have suffer the great lose and regret it..
the only thing we could do is learn from it and never make the same mistake ever again.
sigh..
okayy okayy i better stop ranting..
anyway thanks for listening.. finally i could pour out everything after a long time bottled it up..

i feel like going running to make myself feel better and sweat all those things out..
but yet i dont think its possible cause now its already 7pm..
i only had 1 hour left before my tuition start..
so better not..
and make sure that tuition teacher of mine come on time before i ...(joking)
i better get going..
i need to bathe after a long day in school..

:D

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Sunday, June 07, 2009

hello humans..
i feel good.. went jogging alone just now..
and just come back.. thought of bathing but i am sweating..
GAHH !
run at the jetty not that crowded but a lot of bangladeshi people.
no comment..hahha
supposed to have tuition later at 8pm but for some reason its postpone to tomorrow..
how good.. but wait not good i still have to rushed back home and get ready for tuition after my class..
DANG !
lesson tomorrow from 8am to 5pm..
ohhmyygodd..


parent leaving next week to u-no-need-to-know-where..
sad case.. and that week i am super free with no classes..
tsk but no to worry i gonna spend my time wisely doing my homework and going out..
i guess..

anyway..i'm off to bathe...
hohoho..

;D

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Saturday, June 06, 2009

yo humans!
time passed super duper fast.. the first week of june holiday is almost over..
i cannot feel the i-am-in-the-holiday -mood kind of things.
everything just went so fast..
1 june had my MT O level.. dont asked me if it is difficult not..
because i will answer u this.. "since when MT paper is easy"
but but i manage to finish the paper and i already put in the best..
i hope i can passed with GOOD GRADES..
after MT O level went to seoul garden with clique..
we ate for about 4hour and i swear my stomach can burst in no time..
hahha.
reach home take a quick bathe headed to city hall meet the 2 girlfrens..
sorry for making u guys wait.. TEEHEE!
had fun with both of them..

the next day as usual continue with holiday extra lesson..
had both amaths and emaths lesson and continue with D&T intensive..
DANG ! D&T is killing me.. but i still have fun because the guys keep cracking jokes and all..
did our D&T in the mac lab for my group while the other group in the design studio..
so not that crowded..
talked,sneak food in, listen to song, talked crap and do work is a routine.. hahha

butbut yesterday was the most hilarious.
its around 5pm our teacher went out to see i-dont-know- who..
so we all packed our stuff to go home.
so while waiting for the teacher to come back the guys damn funny..
they play the musical chair..
had 5 people but we only put 4 chairs so went the music stop we must see who do not have the sit..
their reaction damn funny la...
after class went to cwp to have dinner with them but me and jueqi too full to eat..
so we wanted to go home..
but they say that we bubble them..DANG!
so because of that we must go to RP to see them play soccer..
nonsense right ?!
reached home at ard 11 plus..

next week hopefully i can start working on my artefact.
i crack my brain the whole day yesterday just to get my dimension right..
DAMN!
so yea nothing much..

update soon..
:D

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