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Wednesday, March 12, 2008

sigh..i dunno how my day can get any worsen..
it's totally suck..can someone like help me get out of my situation..
&& can u like stop being an imposter..i am at sixes and sevens..
at first blush u seemed good but ....

like finally all extra lesson is over..today is the last extra lesson the sec 4s have..
indeed i'm very happy..
this few days have been raining heavily & like non stop..
the weather is super cooling can..
although extra lesson is over,i still got so many thg to do..
my holidays really sucks..
the whole week i am packed with sumthing..
&& not forgotten i still got piles of assignment to be done..
the 1 week holiday will zoom pass in a blink..
bad thing**

so i guess extra lesson is not that bad..futhermore it is raining & it make the time fly really fast..
tmr i gotta sumthg on..dammit!!
tsk!
i am at the end of my rope about what to do in my current situation..
mt O level is on the 26 may..midyear is like ard the corner too..
&& the BIG examination which is the N level is like ard sept.
i really hope i can go through all this..
at times i just want to end this life so that i no nid to go through all this hardship..
but i dont want to be called a loser or a fiasco..
&& there's also a phrase saying "no success without struggle"
so i not gonna give up..what is more i still have my friends who are supporting me..
yeaa thx guyz !!
esp. jueqi.. who always give me encouragement to work hard..

okayy i'm off to do hw ..
yayy..

;D

at 8:40 PM

Sunday, March 09, 2008

heyy yayy..its sunday..& tmr will be a new week..
how i wish tmr i can sleep the whole day & no nid to go for remedial..
okayy i sounded like a pig..
argh but i am irritated with the march holidays!!
nvm i dont want to grow up & become a fiasco..
so yayy remedial is cool !!
hahhs
hmm my weekend is quite fun..
ytd when out for dinner with family.
headed to novena square to have fish & co for dinner..
order my favourite dish..& i super full larh ytd !!
then headed to airport to walk around & realise stress..
since the whole family have a tedious 5 days work.
reach home ard 1plus am..
have fun though ytd..

okayy today not to sure if i want to go out..
mayb just rotted at home & do something that i like..
hmm..nth much to update..
got pile of assignment to be done..
will be doing them all soon..
hmm now i feel that my life is all abt studying !!
mid year is ard the corner..i have to start studying !!
study study study..

&& i thk i gonna forget u soon..
cos i dont thk it is worth it..
sighh...

i'm off !
;D

at 1:22 PM

Thursday, March 06, 2008

okayy people..i can get crazy day by day..
eventhough this week i got no lesson except today but my day is getting worst..
the whole week of this week except today we got elective module..
& i hate elective module..
it sucks mann..&& the word is BORING !
okayy basicly i choose food & beverenge for elective module..
& i tot it gonna be fun but it turn to be another way round..
the whole week we have to go to holland village for our course..
they teach us how to cook & all..
seriously i got no interest larhh..so the chef ask us who wanna be chef when grow up?
& who ever dont wanna be chef please step aside..so some of us including me step aside..
there's 18 of us who step aside..& guess what? we have to do table setting..
so boring larhh..
& i dont like the chef..they very rude larhh..
nvm..
hmm..so tmr is the last day of the elective module i am so blady happy !!

so today we got 2hr of lesson only because we got cip..newspaper collection..
cip was okayy i guess but it is not as fun as cip i did during sec2..
ohh && ytd got mt oral..& it is TERRIBLE..
almost the whole conversation i translate elnglish to malay..
damn it ! my studies had deteriorated !!
seriously i need to start studying & buck up!!
o level malay is around the corner..it's on the 26 may 2008 ..
ohh god !!

march holiday is next week but still we have to come back for extra lesson..
my march holidays is packed with all the extra lesson expecially on monday to wednesday..
from monday to wednesday i got lesson from 8.00 am to 3.30pm..
just look at the timing..might as well dont need to have holiday right??
my class have so many extra lesson larhh..haiz..
&& not forgetting the holiday assignment..
seriously i can go crazy ...
ohh ya campcraft competiton had been postpone to 22 march..
my team was damn happy larhh..
hahhsss..

okayyy i guess will update soon !!

i'm off !
;D

at 6:24 PM

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

This lie's become a part of me
For months,i've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time i hear his name

Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending i've moved on
As if the feelings i once had
For him are somehow gone

Spending each and everyday
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Forgetting photographs

But last night when i saw him
For the first time since he left
My heart stopped for a moment..
I just couldn't catch my breath
I just can't let him go

When suddently it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all the time

okayy enuf off that..i feel better after letting it go here..
yeaa..so had my ss & e-maths paper1 ytd..
kinda okayy..BUT i didnt not manage to finish my ss essay..
arghh WTF right !!not enuf time..
e-maths paper1 okayy i guess..to me is moderate but to other's, they say easy..
so i got nth more to sayy..
i hope i can pass my mye..*praying hard*
so left with 4 more paper & i'm done with mye..
left with chem,e-maths paper2,D&T and a-maths paper1 & paper 2..
really hope i can go thru this smoothly..
abt a-maths i really need to dig out last yr papers & files..i forget almost everythg..
die!!

yupp so life had been fine..i guess..
but still have to go thru the ups & downs..
soo ya that is life..
haiz..
i've already started to missed npcc..hahss idk why.. :O
ohh & ya mt o level is less than 1mth..
i only left with 3weeks..ohh goshh
time fly really fast!!
but i've been looking forward to june holiday..yayy-ness..
hahhs
mmh nth much to blog..
will blog again soon probably after exam..
yaa so all the best to people whose taking MYE !!

i'm off!!

at 6:41 PM

Saturday, March 01, 2008

yeaa it's 1st of march..time flies really fast larhh..
ohh && today is our campcraft competition..
we damn nervous larhh..we must be in sch just now at 6.15am..
damn early right??cos we must reach hta before 7am..
&& u want to know what happen..we were on our way there & suddently we realised that we forgot to bring the sch flag..
wth sia..then we all like dunno what to do..
mr ng also was shocked..so we quickly called raymond & ask if the GO open ready not..
then he say no..so we ask him to give us a called when the GO is open..
we all super dumb larhh..we damn scared cos dunno what gonna happen next..
when reach hta we register n all..then while waiting for other sch n the rain to stop..
we start our prayer..jueqi lead us..
hahhs..
we try to cooled ourselves down..

then 10mins later the sir say we must go to the loading area something like that..
but lucky the rain is heavy & they cnt conduct the competiton..
so we must wait cos will be delay...
then suddently we saw raymond running with the flag towards us..
we damn happy larhh..thx god..
then after that it is drizzling n they say no thunder so we will still proceed..
then we all when to the field check all the things that we need to use n all..
we are given 12mins to complete everything..the gudge,flat stuff & the shelter..
then we heard the long horn blast it mean it is the start of the competition..
we quickly do what we are supposed to do..
mr ng,raymond & diana keep shouting & shouting to motivate us..
we do all our part & everything is up within 8mins..
when i look at the big clock i was super shocked lyk how come we finish so fast..
then we do a quick check of everything & we took 9mins 23sec..
hahh..it was drizzling when we did the competiton..
then we heard a long horn blast again..the competiton is over..
we fall in outside near all our item..
we can see that everyting is done nicely & neatly..
then the judge come n all..then suddently rain heavily..
then the sir ask us to go to the shelter that are provided..
all the sch was there cheering n all cos they oso did quite well..
we were there under the shelter for so long larhh..
then the sir come & ask us to wear the poncho & go to the building..
yupp so that all..
we were damn happy when suddently they say we must re-do again next week..
cos of the rain larhh...aiyooo...
but we are still happy cos we can practice for the last time & mayb do better next week..
yayy..

march holiday coming..i looking forward for it..
but i was dissapointed that we still need to go back to sch for extra lesson..
sighh..nvm..
next week is elective module week so no study..
yayy..
but i still got homework to be done..i got piles of march holiday hw..
boring !!
what else..arr so many thing happen this days..
haiz whenever i want to forget u ,u will start to appear in my life..
why must this happen..how long must i wait??

i'm off !
;D

at 8:15 PM