hi humans,
finally finally finally D&T practical is over. so say good bye to journal, staying up late to do research and updating it, keep drawing and drawing all the parts, stay back after school until 7 just for D&T.
everything is over now..phew..i feel very relieved.
today was the submission date for O level D&T journal.. everybody need to hand in their journal, presentation board and their product...
design studio was very hectic just now.. with people rushing their works, litter everywhere, table very messy with paper, losing things like scissor, ruler, glue yadayada.. running up to the lab and going down to the workshop to get things..
but now seriously i miss the scene we have just now.. okay weird.. nvm.
so just now not able to breakfast at home but instead we all breakfast in design studios.. one of my classmate went down and buy for all the malays student drinks so at least we are able to break our fast with water..
amirul damn funny.. his the one who listen to the radio to know when can we break fast. he make a loud noise went the time is right for us to breakfast..
anyway did i mention that mr tan is back ! the story goes like this..
i was busy cutting up stuff for my presentation board when suddenly i heard a voice.
mr tan: so, have u completed ur D&T?
at that point of time i was really engrossed in doing my work so i felt a little irritated. so i look up..
me: ( in a shock face) OMG! u mr tan right ?!! ( feeling excited) where have u been?? why must u come back now??
i throw him a lot of question till he cant answer me.. hahhhaa
he look through my journal and presentation board and he say he was impressed.. hahhaa
okay enough.. but i am very excited.. he was my last year D&T teacher and he help me alot..
i learn a lot of stuff from him. but unfortunately he have to go to australia to further his studies..
okayokay enough about D&T.
but first i need to thanks some of my friends for helping me through out the 8 months when i have difficulty doing some of the parts. a lot of people have help but this people really help me a lot..
they are my teachers of course, diana, the malay girls, jacq and rairul..
thanks for helping me..:)
anyway yesterday i turn 1 year older..
i was very happy..
thanks for all the birthday wishes thru sms, phone, verbally, singing, shouting yadayada..
thanks for the birthday presentssssss!!!! i love them all...
prelim is still not over yet.. i have to buck up.. really..
i really need to study physic so that it will help me pull up my comb. humans mark!!!
just now was disaster have 2 paper which is chemistry and SS.. but lucky SS was do able..
as usual SEQ i vomit out things that i have memorize.. but still i did not have enough time to complete the SBQ! -.-
chemistry was damn difficult.. i cant deny that..
nvm i will work hard in physic to help me..:)
what a long post i have..
update soon then..
have a pleasant weekends but as for me, my weekends are always burn..
Saturday, August 22, 2009
hi humans,
as usual blogger is being sucha loser.. i cannot upload photos. -.-"
i am feeling lethargy. had 2 hour of chemistry and 2 hour of amaths just now..
then went over to jueqi house to pass her amaths worksheet since she is not able to attend the lesson..
she is down with flu.. GET WELL SOON !
rushed back home because i have tuition.. what a day.. have to rush here and there.
anw prelim just started.. english and emaths is over..
but i have screwed up emaths paper 2. super sad.. ive got not enough time to complete..
OMG..
so because of that i gonna really really study for the upcoming amaths paper..
i wouldnt want to screw it up..tsk
English O level oral is on monday.. nervous as usual but i have oral practice with my english enrichment teacher yesterday..
she say i must read with more expressiveness, picture convo i was okay because i have got all the point there only that i need to elaborate and finally the convo she say i am spontaneous but still can work it out more..
so i gonna work on that..
yesterday had a hectic afternoon..
the D&T students as usual have to rushed on our D&T journal..
we have to hand in all yesterday although the dateline for O level is on 28 aug..
if we didnt hand in the teacher WILL NOT check our journal..
yea so we have to rushed to complete everything..
tsk tiring day...
MT O level result is out on wednesday..
my result was unbelievable.. i am satisfied..
thank god for that.(:
so now i am left with 6 more subject to focus on..
O level in 2 more months and i hope i would be able to give my best shots as i wouldnt want to disappoint anybody..
p/s
maybe to u i have change but to me i am still my old self. but if really i have change maybe i have just found my real self..
i wouldnt want to think about the past.. lets bygone be bygone.. i just want to start afresh and not think about the past.
now the only think i have on my mind is the O level.. to study hard and produce good result..
i wouldnt want to regret later on..
(:
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Sunday, August 16, 2009
hi human,
its been awhile.. ignore my previous post because i have recover and i gonna move on..
i am not going to be like them who have no life..
all thanks to some of my friends who have knock some sense in me and make me move on..
thanks yo.. after doing some soul-searching i realized that all this thing are not worth my time..
so why must i kept thinking about it..
for once, i did not change and i am still the old fazlin u have once know.. but if u think i have change i dont think it is ur business..
i can only say this please keep ur mouth shut and keep all ur comment to urself. u dont have to talk nasty thing about me or other when u dont know me at all. stop all the nonsensical comment that u have.
i not gonna take revenge on what u have done to me because i am not as childish and a loser like u..
ohyyaaa, i not gonna think about that relationship again.. i will just go with the flow..
prelim and O's are around the corner and i have alot more important things to be worried about..
prelim is just next week..OMG i dont want my prelim to be screwed up like my mid-year..
i gonna study as what i have promised my parents and friends..(:
yesterday was fun.. when for amaths and dnt lesson.. when home with the malay girls.. and i realized i have not been hanging out with them for quite sometimes..i am sorry.
we laugh alot.. they seriously have a lot of lame things to do and talk about.
and they say this to me " i haven seen u laughing like this for quite sometimes".
i cant deny that.. i laugh a lot until my tears drops all thanks to them..
yesterday i was supposed to follow the guys to celebrate rairul's and raja birthday but i didnt manage to go.. i am sorry..
i will accept the punishment..hehe! but i was unlucky because i bump into them at cwp yesterday after they celebrated their birthday.. they give me that face and asked me to follow them after that.. i felt guilty so i follow them and thanks to them i reach home at midnight.-.-" but i enjoy myself(:
So,
Happy belated birthday Taufiq, Rairul and Raja !!
study hard for prelim and O's !!
i'm off...
(:
blogger is being sucha loser i cant upload pictures-.-
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Thursday, August 06, 2009
sometimes in life things that we least expected will always happen.
there's nothing much we could do about this. the more we try to avoid the more the thing will hurt u.
it hurt u so much and too deep till u do not know what to do and lost in direction.
this is life..
many things can happen in a blink of an eyes.
u are burden with so much things in ur mind and still the new problem will arose and add to it..
it is just like adding salt to your wound.
i dont know what is happening to me and around me..
i am tired. tired of everything and i feel like giving myself away so i would able to avoid all the problems.
but i know that by running away we re not solving any of our problems.
so whats the point of it..
tsk.
i am stress with studies and people around me..
why cant they understand me and understand what i am going thru now?
why must it always be me who need to understand them..
i cant deny that i have my own flaws too.. i always do mistake and trying hard to learn from it.
when others do mistake, yes its hard for us to forgive and forget but i just feels that everybody need a second chance.
its not that they have committed a big mistake.
but instead of forgiving, people will tend to talk about it, make rumours about it and making them look bad.
why cant they think about other people feeling.. and why cant they look at the mirror and reflect what they have done..
its not easy to please people especially if he/she is the type who always want people to please them.
i am tired of everythings..
this is what one of my friend told me.. why must u try hard to save the relationship when the other partner dont give a shit about ur feeling..
after reflecting i think its true.
arghh !!!
i should just focus on my studies..
prelim in less then 13 days times and O level is in 2 mths time..
i better do something useful..
btw,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SYLVIA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!:D
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