sometimes in life things that we least expected will always happen.
there's nothing much we could do about this. the more we try to avoid the more the thing will hurt u.
it hurt u so much and too deep till u do not know what to do and lost in direction.
this is life..
many things can happen in a blink of an eyes.
u are burden with so much things in ur mind and still the new problem will arose and add to it..
it is just like adding salt to your wound.
i dont know what is happening to me and around me..
i am tired. tired of everything and i feel like giving myself away so i would able to avoid all the problems.
but i know that by running away we re not solving any of our problems.
so whats the point of it..
tsk.

i am stress with studies and people around me..
why cant they understand me and understand what i am going thru now?
why must it always be me who need to understand them..
i cant deny that i have my own flaws too.. i always do mistake and trying hard to learn from it.
when others do mistake, yes its hard for us to forgive and forget but i just feels that everybody need a second chance.
its not that they have committed a big mistake.
but instead of forgiving, people will tend to talk about it, make rumours about it and making them look bad.
why cant they think about other people feeling.. and why cant they look at the mirror and reflect what they have done..
its not easy to please people especially if he/she is the type who always want people to please them.

i am tired of everythings..
this is what one of my friend told me.. why must u try hard to save the relationship when the other partner dont give a shit about ur feeling..
after reflecting i think its true.
arghh !!!
i should just focus on my studies..
prelim in less then 13 days times and O level is in 2 mths time..
i better do something useful..

btw, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SYLVIA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!:D