Hi humans,
Its already sunday. Why why why must the weekend ends so fast?! I still need some more time to enjoy and relax and do my own revision. I am running out of time. OHH SHUCKS! Time management fazlin time management ! Its already the end of april which means may is around the corner. 5 MORE MONTHS ! OMG! Okay i think i need to cool myself down. HMPH!
Anyway my week was tough but i managed to push myself though. Schooling and working at the same times isn't easy but i need to endure. Everyday i have a super duper long day with classes and working at the same time. Revision = burn midnight oil. I don't care much as long as i managed to study just one chapter for that night.Thats the minimum. Its better then not doing any right?! I woke up as early as 6 am every morning except for weekend but i guess i have already adapt to it. Its just a part and parcel of life i guess. Studying is a priority while working is just a choice. But i am happy with what i am doing. Its not a burden, its not a hassle. I can't wait for pay day. I need to S.H.O.P ! I am running out of clothes. I am serious. ahha . But again i need to save some money. I have a target for myself that end of this year i need to save certain amount of money. :D
Hmm, i think i need to whine. I just sick and tired of having to give in to people like you. Why must it always be me who is at fault?! Why must it always be me who need to take that initiative?! I am sorry if i have neglect the both for you but i thought you know me well enough to know that you guys will always be with me no matter what. Friends does not always need to be with each other , we just need to be in each other mind. Why can't you understand me? Can you just for once try to be in my shoes? Can you feel how i feel? Can you? Just for once. Maybe to you i may not be a good friends but can you please define what is FRIENDS to you? Because to me, i just have come to term with the fact that not everyone of your friends has to be your bestfriend. A lot of your friends are good at certain things. Some friends you love to go out with, some friends you ask for advice, some friends are great to sit with on the couch and watch movie and make you laugh. And some friends are those bestfriends whom you can trust. But it doesn't really mean friends have to be great at everything.
Okay enough i think i should stop here. I guess i gonna spend my sunday doing as much revision as i can.
XOXO