Hi human,
Apology for not updating for quite a long period of time. I was busy with class and work at the mean time. YES WORK ! i have managed to get myself a work. My resume that i send that day was successful. It was a miracle for me though. But having to study and work at the same time isn't as easy as what i think it is. There are a lot of pressure and i was really stress at times. Because i need to rushed for classes and keep on telling myself that i need to focus in class so that i won't dose off. And having to managed my time to study after i came back from work its really really hard. When u're back from work the first thing that is in ur mind is u are tired and u wants to sleep. So that it ! But i just love what i am doing now. I don't even have the mindset that what i have been doing right now is a burden. I was always the girl who wanted to be independent and get ur own money and still get the good grades and have all the friends. But at times i started to realise that i wasn't able to do any of them perfectly. I was trying to divide myself in a lot of ways and each was suffering. I had to realise there is no such thing as perfect- u do the best and have fun. But it took a couple of anxiety attacks to figure that out.
Anyway, last week was the buddies chalet ! And yes i have a lot of fun together since we have not meet up for quite sometimes and spending times with each other. The chalet was a successful i should say. It was really fun eventhough i thought it gonna be weird. HAHA ! ANDAND the cool thing is we did our own buddies shirts. (: THANKS GUYS FOR EVERYTHING !
Its already april. Times really flies. And since i am busy with classes and work i don't really have time to wish all my friends on their birthday. SCREW ME FOR THAT ! I am sorry!
But here u go:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO: IZZAT, FIONA, SYAFIQ,PUVAN !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO: JOSEPHINE,FARAHH, KAKAK(: AND YATT.
IF I DID MISS OUT ON ANYBODY ELSE I AM REALLY SORRY BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN.
The week was tough, but i still gotta push on.