carry all your thoughts, across the open fields.

sighh..why must u come back & bring out the topic now..
its been months since we talk abt tt..
& u knw how difficult it is to forget abt tt things..
i gotta go thru it all alone all this while..
& its almost successful but now u are bringin it up all over again..
i dont want the mistake i once make to repeat itself again..
i just wanna forget the past and start anew..
haiz..its really complicated..
& i tot both of us as choose the path tt we wanna go..
although at first i m not happy with it..but what else can i do..
i try hard to get over it.but now after get over it,u came back with it again..
what do u want from me??
we could be frens if u want too..i dont mind..
but if u think i m avoidin u..u had mistaken it..
doesnt mean i nvr talk to u i m avoidin u..
i juz dont knw how to start & what to talk abt..
cos i dont want u & others to have the wrong mindset..

hmm..anw dinner at pizza hut with the npcc-ian last week is a great one..
i have alot of fun with u guys..
thxs for everything..
so today had lunch with jueqi at pizza hut..
then headed to innova pri to meet the sec1 npcc cadet & vishnu cos they have sum activities over there..
then walk back to sch & went to npcc to disturb them..
i already miss npcc..
rawr!

tmr having physic lesson..
arghh!!
&&&
happy belated bdae jesslyn!
happy belated birthday diana!
& happy birthday shafiyah!

ohhyaa i got alot of photo to be upload here..
will upload it soon..
gtg..
;D

ytd was our pop day...
i was sad plus happy..
especially when mr ng say the speech & when the sir show us our video..
the video consist of our picture & what we have done together since sec 1 to sec4..
when the video is play we sec4 damn paiseyy larhh cos like how we look like in sec 1 like really vey funny..
while the video is being played its really remind me of the memories we have together & how we bond together as a squadmate & as a unit..
4yrs in np really teach me alot of things & the friendship i have in npcc i will really treasure it..
the friendship & the momories we once have will not fade jus like tt..
but it gonna be kept saved in my heart forever..
haix..sad..
but on our pop day i really enjoy myself..
even the last time batch came to support us..
thx alot..ohh & i wanna thx the sir for everything tt they have done..
for our pop gift we receive a shirt with our name on it..& a cd..
i will keep those things foreverrr...

okayy monday had my mt oral..& it is really a disaster..
the topic very difficult larhh..but no use dwell on what is past.hmm
on tuesday is my eng oral..the topic is quite okayy..
but during the convo i like talk rubbish..
hahh..

today evening will be goin out with the npcc-ian..
will be havin dinner together ..
yayy
;D