hi humans..
now right now i am feeling very tired and exhausted..
just came back from school.. from 8am to 5pm..
tsk..
went to d&t just now and guess what me and diana waited for out material to be cut from around 11 to 3 plus..
we didnt asked much just 1 part of material to be cut so we can do some work..
but it take longer then it expected to be..
i kept running up and down the stair case just to make sure i did my dimension correctly and to asked question..
i swear i can lose weight if this continue..
sigh.
feel like giving up but i wouldnt want to be a fiasco..
i will still work on it till it is over..
i just want to get this O level exam over and done with..
just 4 more month to go and within that month i really need to put my very best ignore every setback i had..
just concentrate on it.. no more no less..

i felt empty..
i wanna get out of this secondary school as fast as possible..
some may say that secondary school life leave us a lot of memories..
all the good and the bad want..
yes i must agree with that...
but at times i just hate it when everything does not go according to what i have plan..
i have to go thru so much yea so much..
keep enduring and persevere no matter how hard it is even though at times it already meet the limit that one had..
i just cannot take it...
i know what we plan might not come out what it might be cause what we plan god will decide for us..(something like this)
but at times it just so unfair..
wait! since when life is fair..
living in this cruel world nothing is fair and nothing is free..
u must work for it, work very hard in order to achieve what we want and what we deserve..
and not all things will end up in a happy ending because we are not living in a fairy tale world that after a hard life it will end off happily ever after. its not..
its far far different from that..
we are living in reality ,except everything that comes around.. no things can make us turn back to make it right after we have suffer the great lose and regret it..
the only thing we could do is learn from it and never make the same mistake ever again.
sigh..
okayy okayy i better stop ranting..
anyway thanks for listening.. finally i could pour out everything after a long time bottled it up..

i feel like going running to make myself feel better and sweat all those things out..
but yet i dont think its possible cause now its already 7pm..
i only had 1 hour left before my tuition start..
so better not..
and make sure that tuition teacher of mine come on time before i ...(joking)
i better get going..
i need to bathe after a long day in school..

:D