okayy i'm so not in the mood now..
i get irritated & angry easily nowadays..
i really dont know what's into me now..
i'm just a useless daughter & friends!!
i cant make people happy for even 1 mins..
i really wish i'm not in this world..
sigh..
sorry everybody if i make u guys angry..
especially my family & friends..
i really dont mean it..
seriously i hate leaving in this world..
i really need somebody now..
i need to pour out everything..
but now i am here trying to control my tears from dropping down & keep all my problem to myself..cos i dont know if my friends would want to hear it ..
i really need someone to guide me ..
people may see i am always smiling & laughing but they just dont know how i feel inside..
i am keeping all my problem from everyone..
i just need a friends who can accept me for who i am..
& love me for who i am..

this season is time for happiness & cheer,
but look through my eyes & you will see a tear.
the words that i speak are never to be heard,
and all i want from you is your promising word.
no one ever listens to a word that i say,
all i need is for someone to point me into the travelling way.
having no one to talk to makes the anger build within,
so i think hard & loud knowing i need to raise my chin.
i fight with myself all the time,
wanting to do something but knowing it's a crime.
i just want this anger within me to just come out,
i have this huge urge just to shout.
i just want to release the real me from being hidden within,
sometimes i think all the thing i do are a sin..

i'm off !