i dont know what happening to me..
when i woke up this morning i can feel something is not right..
this awful thing make me i-am-so-not-myself mood..
life is too short for us not to enjoy our life..
but how can i get this feeling out from myself..
i can feel things are not in the right place..
things happen for a reason..
yes i know that..
but..
trapped inside my own head,
remembering every word you said..
i am screaming and fighting to find a way out..
curled up in my own mind drowning in doubt..
wrapping inside my thoughts overlooking the days..
trying to find my way out of this solitary maze..
indulge in judgements of the outside place..
looking in a broken mirror at my shattered face..
waking up from the nightmare from which i live..
caged like an animal nothing seems to give..
watever with that..working in the afternoon..
i am feeling rather lethargic.