this lie's become a part of me
for months,i've played this game
acting like it doesn't hurt
each time i hear his name
ignoring what's inside of me
pretending i've moved on
as if the feelings i once had
for him are somehow gone
spending each and everyday
with happiness and laughs
forgetting all our memories
avoiding photographs
but last night when i saw him
for the first time since he left
my heart stopped for a moment...
i couldn't catch my breath
i just can't ket him go
when suddently it hit me
as the tears started to flow
that even after all this time.
okayy it's been quite sumtime since i last blog..
too lazy plus busy to blog..not in the mood please..
yupp gotta back my result..pathetic can..
i am so frustrated with it but nth can chg it..(DUHH)
but will try harder..arghh
parent meeting section is on thursay..
i wonder wat my form teacher will say to my parents..?!
aiyaa nvm larhh huuhh
school is school..boring has ever only that i can meet my frens.*GRIN*
had 3hr of mt..the usual word B.O.R.I.N.G !!
mt o's is in 1 wks time..i really hope i can go thru tis & pass my mt o level..
i dont wanna retake !!
i'm sick & tired of mt..
exhausted!!when to npcc today..
the whole day at the parade square doing drills..
the weather superduper hot can..
ohhyaa i goin for kayaking 1 star during the june holidays..
npcc organise..i am so waiting for tt day to come..yayy..
hmm..monday is vesak day..NO SCHOOL !!
yippy!!
but need to do my d&t journal..
arghh!!i dont like larhh..
tsk!!
nth more to blog..
will blog again soon!!
;D