hello humans,
his gone but the memories stays forever.
when the day i was told by my mum that his gone i thought it was just a nightmare.
but unfortunately it was true, so true that i cant do anything nether can i say anything.
i was speechless. i was shocked. very shocked. i felt lethargy. i did not know it will end up this way.
i burst into tears. it took me quite sometime to recover.
task. and now i am left with nothing.
but i am glad i got to see u and kiss u for the very last time.
i wish i was there to look after u and cheer u up.
but i am always busy with school,tuition and personal time.
REGRET!
but i learn my lesson i will treasure everybody around me everybody that i love.
task.
i love u atuk. but why must u leave so soon. it make me wander.
but i know everything that is alive now will be gone one day.
i should move on. but the memories will always be in me.

went to kenduri last few days at my nenek house. i can still sense his presence at there.
but i am glad i still have nenek and my other families members.
okayy enough about that.. maybe i should learn to be strong.
and thanks to my friends for cheering me up when i am down.

so next week i have alot of class test coming up.
mostly is emaths and amaths.
its really killing me..goshhhh
MYE is around the corner. left with 1 week to do all the necessary things.
omg i dont know if i can endure. fyi i haven officially start on my revision.
alot of assignment to complete. test to study. if only there are 48h in one day i will be the first person to celebrate.
hahhs.
tuition tomorrow ! argghh! it driving me nuts.

hmm u know what i have a sudden feeling to shop.hiazzz.
ohhyaa went to NPDP just now. it maybe the last year me and my friends attending it. idk.
it was okay but i must affirm the six sec 2 students for participating.
u did a good job.. really. yeaa.
okayy that all i gotta say.

last but not least,
i love u, atuk.
u will always be in my heart.


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