trapped inside my own head
remembering every word u said
i am screaming and fighting trying to find a way out
curled up in my own mind drowing in doubt
wrapping inside my thoughts overlooking the days
trying to find my out of this solitary maze
indulge in judgement of the outside place
looking in a broken mirror at my shattered face
waking up from the nightmare from which i live
caged like an animal nothing seems to give ...

for once,it is not all about u..
i wish i did not met u 4 to 5 years ago..
we used to read each other like a book
but times have changed as they tend to do
and u have turned my life into a zoo
tears fall hard,
my head starts to pound
and all at once my hearts hits the ground
i dont know what i did to make u
think that i cant do anything right
for lately it seems our hearts and our dreams are as different as black and white.
i aint strong but i am trying hard to accept everything and be strong to go thru every single things that coming my ways.

i am disappointed with u for making me going thru this at this critical times when my O's are drawing nearer and nearer every single day.
i am disappointed with myself for not being strong enough to go thru such things and not able to focus because of this things.
tsk...
maybe everything happen for a reason.. i believe in fate i believe in karma..

:(