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Sunday, November 29, 2009

JUSTIN BIEBER ! look up*
he so cool !!! O.o.o

hi humans,
next year is just one more month.. kinda excited..
i hope 2010 will be a better year for me (:
tomorrow is the starting of a new week and i really hope it will be better..
quite a number of plan is waiting for me..
EXCITED ^^ at least there is something for me to do then rotting at home.. BOOHOO !
i have started to miss everybody.. and i miss school !
-.-
anw,
HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY JESLIN (:
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY RAYMOND (:
best wishes*

Just a fraction of your love fills the air
And I'd fall in love with you all over again yeah
(:

at 3:10 PM

Saturday, November 28, 2009

hi human,
there's nothing much i wanna blog about..
let me summarized it all.. yesterday supposed to go to my grandma house at sengkang but my grandma is over at my aunt's place in semei.. so everybody make our way to simei instead..
everybody was there.. there's alot of foods. yes as usual !!! the aunties and the uncles and the cousins are all there..
i have difficulty choosing what to wear.. so ended up i wore my green baju kurung..
as usual i took a long time to get ready and stuff.. sorry u guys have to wait..
meet the cousins.. when cousin meet cousin = awesome stuff ! hehh..
eat, talk, gossip, cam-whore was fabulous !!!
although we just met a months or so but still we miss each other...
p/s i miss my granddad !

u text me and apologies to me.. i really dont know what's your real motive here..
whenever u apologies and whenever i forgive u, u will still repeat the mistake again..
so let me asked u ,what's the point of apologies?!
ohh girl please learn from your mistake..
jealousy bring u no where.. get over it.. everybody have their own flaws and everybody have their own speciality..
girl, wake up and be mature can.. i think u are big enough to think and ponder..
i felt sorry for u.. nobody can help u if u dont help yourself..

okayy ignore that paragraph.. :)

enjoy your weekend :)

at 1:48 PM

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

hi humans,
yesterday prom was a blast ! it was awesome fun ! i thought it gonna be boring but it turn out to be the unexpected..
i not gonna blog what really happened yesterday.. i will just blog the rough idea of it..
i went with my prom date raja ahmad rizal.. i was damn nervous i tell u..
okayy enough.. we cab down to Calton Hotel. so i waited for the guys which is my prom date, Mr.Troublesome and calvin to pick my up at my house.. Mr.Troublesome is so troublesome cos he changed planned last minutes. GRR..
nevermind with that.. so after that i waited for them for so long.. try calling Mr.Troublesome but OMG i dont know what happening to his phone. i tell u, u should just dump ur phone in the dustbin..:)
we reach there on time..
so the first part we play game then we cam-whored while waiting for fooood !
but most of us were more interested in cam-whored then eating.. hahha !!
everybody there look awesome ! and the guys who is always nagging at us is so into cam-whoring i tell u..
suddenly they become very vein. HAHA! but isnt that a good thing?!
then got some concern by our own schoolmates. they were awesome..
and the part that everybody is waiting for .. PARTY TIME !
everybody were very high and we dance like mad .. HAHHA!
Ohhhyaa i got dance with my prom date also when they put up a love song .. OMG !
yadayadayada. then it ended at around 11pm.

after prom, the sec 5 decided to go slack.. so we decided to go esplanada and slack..
while waiting for the guys to buy drink we all do stupid thing.. HAHHA
most of them were drunk.. OMG it was tiring entertaining a drunk person cos they spout nonsense from the beginning to the end... hahhaa
the girls left the place at around 1 plus.. took cab from there.. i was the last one to alight -.- !
so send puvan then maine then jasmine and i send myself home..
i was very tired and dizzy..
we entertain maine cos she was drunk.

part of the convo,
maine: where are we going?
me:go home la
maine:i cannot go home..
puvan and jasmine:why?
maine:send me to suntec i got work later my boss kill me.
we all:its only 2 am..
maine:yess i got work..

OMG.. got alot of thing she say.. we just have to entertain..
on my way home , Mr.Troublsome called me and he stated talking rubbish with me..
OMG i was damn pissed cos i was very tired !!! but i let him crap ! -.-
i reached home at about 230 am..
ohh goshh i was so tired..
this morning i woke up and i quickly check my phone and i realized that ive got 10 new messages !
i have difficulty replying them.. BOOHOO !

nothing much.. i need a job !!

:D
p/s i didnt bring my camera cos my handbag is too small. but we took picture with other people camera.. more photo in fb:)

at 8:51 PM

Monday, November 23, 2009

Back from the party !
I feel so bored nowwww !

at 12:02 AM

Sunday, November 22, 2009

hi human,
i am dead beat from yesterday event.. my whole body is aching like nobody business ! DANG !
yesterday planned was to meet up with the girls and headed to town.
but sidah cannot make it so left with me and nabilla.. so we continue with the planned..
we meet up and we are halfway there.. i mean to town.
suddenly nabilla's bother called and say that he need helper to help him with some stuff and it is kinda urgent..
nabilla's uncle is the manager of this resort and he need some help at this event that afternoon.. and we must be there by 5pm.
i was like WTH ! i wanna go town.. but then i decided to follow nabilla and help out.. yes of course we got our pay but damn it was tiring..
we have to do waitress-ing job which i haven done for *&%%$ years ago..
start at 5pm and end at 11pm.. from there we quickly rushed so that we would not missed the last shutter bus that will bring us to simei mrt station.
yadayadyada i reached home at around 12 plus almost 1 am.
me and nabilla were very hungry because we haven eat at all.. i mean we didnt have a proper meal..
the only meal i have is a cup of milo for breakfast.. hmpf
and thank god it lasted until i finish worked..
went i reached home i wanted to eat but i was too tired plus my body is aching..
i am energy-less.. beside its already so late..
eating at night = fats !
so i took my shower and off to bed !

so today planned..
i have to attend a birthday party which is held at a chalet..
woohoo i am excited !
going there with the tuition mate which i haven meet them for so so so long..
my tuition teacher wanted us to go together so she will be fetching everyone of us..
i told u i have an awesome tuition teacher !
ohhyaa and i haven decide should i or should i not go for my primary school BBQ pit..
they invite me but i feel so weird because we haven be meeting each other accept for some of the guys la..
i must give my answer by this coming tuesday weather i am going or not..
HOW????
and this coming tuesday is PROM DAY !
i am excited ! NOT ! i dont know !!! suddenly feel so nervous..
hahh i know WTH right ..
so i guess i will go there with satish and raja..
we will go there by cab.. DUHH! there's no way i wanna take train and travel with the dress on ! HAHH
so where u guys will be fetching me??!!
hehe..

nothing much to blog accept that my body is aching !!
LALALA!

p/s
everything is just too complicated this day.
i dont know should i believe u or not..
because the things that u have done to me months ago really leave a big impact on me..
i thought i can believe u but things always turn out to be different..
and now u get back to me and acted like nothing happen..
i am doubting u. yes i am.. i am sorry..
maybe it is just my mind playing a game on me..
but those things that u have done would not just faded like that unless u prove me wrong..
when i asked u something u will always twist the story and make it sound soo complicated..
and cant u just tell the truth instead of twisting and changing the story?!
this thing really makes me wonder.
u think when u do that i will not know.. but hell no.. i know u well.. i know hows ur reaction when u didnt say the truth.
but u just deny everything so i follow with the flow.

wishing upon a broken star (:

at 12:58 PM

Saturday, November 21, 2009

hi humans,
i didnt wanna to update my blog but Mr. Troublesome is very worried about me not updating it.. he have been reading my blog like a storybook.. O.o.o he told me he wanna be my number 1 fan.. hahha!
so where do i start?!
okay i found a nice prom dress for myself after a long day of dress hunting with that pretty woman at town.
it was a hectic day i tell u. went to Orchard and luck wasnt at our side. it was raining..
sadly we didnt bring any umbrella with us.
so we are stuck at TAKA. for about 20mins and we didnt wanna wait no more.
we decided to walk under the rain.. we keep walking and walking untill we are lost because we wanted a shelter so BADLY.
we realize that we have gone to the wrong place when i saw the someset mrt station. WTH!
i wanted to take train badly and alight at orchard but that pretty woman was so stubborn and wanted to walk.
i was damn -.- !
so we continue walking and make our way to Far East Plaza since most of my friends told me that they sell most of the prom stuff there..
by the time we reach there we are drench (not really drench la, hehe) . what a day !
but i had fun. DUHH! its been awhile since i walk under the rain .. it is just so nice.
i just feel so good..
so we walk and walk and walk and keep trying and trying till i am satisfied with the dress.. i know WTH right.
after finding my stuff and all, i follow that woman to find her shoe since she start working today.
she is another troublesome kids. all the shoe there she dont like.. so we have to keep walking and find a perfect shoe..
girls are girls. :)
yea so had pizza hut for dinner and i am seriously pissed with their service.
they are slow and blur. ARGHH!
but again i have a FABULOUS day with that pretty woman ! (:

so today supposed to meet the usual clique but it was cancel due to some reason..
then suddenly nabilla text me at noon and wanted me to catch a movie with her but..
but looked at the weather it is so cosy which it is just nice to just lazed around at home and sit on a couch and watch tv..
HAHHA! right?!
i am sorry my dear..
so because of that i am meeting her tomorrow and yaa we going town !!!
kinda excited but i dont know what to wear. i've been going out except for today and so i kinda lost on what should i wear.
SHUCKS! nevermind !
i am kinda excited for the prom.. wait but at the same time i am not..
WAIT, i dont know ! arghhh!!!
and i told the guys what if last minutes i back up from the plan..
they say they gonna roll me and carry me upside down..
i feel so scared ! not ! hahh

okay look at the time now, currently it is 1 am.. i seriously dont know what to blog..
i am trying to squeeze my brain juice..
and let me tell u it have been a long time since i have squeeze my brain juice.. i think..
so my brain is getting rusty..O.o.o maybe i should polished it up..
okay i know i sounded a bit weird today ! everybody say that went i talked to them on msn...
ohhyaa i need to find present for Mr. Important ! i owe him birthday present !
he waited for so long but i just dont know what should i get for him..
i just feel that it is so difficult to find a present for guys unlike girls..
he gave me a cute and special birthday present so i must find something nice too right :)
i am in dilemma -.-

p/s
he say he is going AGAIN !!!
WTH righttt !! very sad..
imy(:

anyway HAPPY SWEET 16th BIRTHDAY, EYRA ! (:

(:

at 12:27 AM

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

hi humans,
this week is kinda hectic with this and that.. but i enjoy it because i will not have to rot at home.
at least there is something for me to do..
so monday out with the girls.. i swear it was tiring but it was fun..
the whole day out with them can make me go insane with all the jokes, gossip and yaa ..
hahha.. even though my cell phone battery went flat that day but i never feel the boredom with them around..
we was dead beat by the time we reached home.. our feet were aching..
OMG i already missed u guys.. i want outing again !!!!
so on tuesday which is yesterday i went out again to attend something which is quite important..
the guys asked me to go to the cage with them but unfortunately i cant follow.. maybe next time dude..
heard from them they had fun down there.. yea so isnt that a good thing?!
today was supposed to go out but i am super lazy and i feel super exhausted from the yesterday things.

so the plan for today is just rotted and lazed around at home.. beside its raining and yaa i love rain !
but cannot rain everyday la because later my planned will all go haywire.
tomorrow i am out again maybe to the town..
i need my prom dress.. i heard all the guys have bought their prom outfit already.
and the way they describe their outfit was very fabtastic.. HAHA!
because i can imagine them in it..
but seriously i feel so depressed without a prom dress !! argh !
i hoped i can find one tomorrow.. so prom dress hunting tomorrow !!!
diana text me just now.. ohhmyy i missed that woman !!
i wanna meet out with everybody especially the usual bunch ! i wanna go school please*

chat with quite a number of people yesterday night and one of them is satish.
and damn i know u are reading and viewing my blog every single day, every hour, every minutes and every second.
okayy i am exaggerating.
and that close friend of mine wanted me to blog about him so much..
but unfortunately i really dont know what to blog.
but i tell u he can read my mind.. i am serious.. he always know what i am thinking..
even if we are chatting in the msn he can even predict whether i am in a good mood or not, whether i am having problem or not.. he is just so awesome to be with..
i am so blessed with many awesome friends around !! O.o.o
and ohhyaa satish u owe me a treat !! hahha !!

nothing much to blog about..
so poops just enjoy the holidays and have fun..
and i need a job seriously..

(:

at 4:04 PM

Sunday, November 15, 2009

ohhmyy !!
i just realize that i haven got myself a prom dress!!!
SHUCKS!
thanks rairul for reminding me about the upcoming prom !
damn!
and his back !!!
:D

at 3:40 PM

hi humans,
gym with nabilla this morning was awesome !
we are dead beat ! i swear there is a lot of people especially muscular man in the gym doing their workout..
we were speechless and dont know what exactly to do when we stepped in..
hahha. but yea we manage to do something.. NO WE DID ALOT OF THINGS..
bumped in to one of my guy friend there.. he got muscle ! -.- O.o.O.o
okayy so something happen after that.. which i not gonna post it here.. its between me and nabilla !
damn weird i tell u ! and she felt disgusted ! hahha. my bad.

currently rotting at home as usual.. chatting with satish is really annoying.
he cant stop disturbing me.. ohh not forgetting his stupid crappy jokes..
and my parents thought i have gone insane laughing and smiling to the lappy. -.-
i missed my classmate ! damn!
i wanna go swimming !! i wanna play basketball !!

so all this while i have make myself useful by having movie marathon and reading alot alot alot of books..
i need more books !
maybe i need a job to keep myself occupied. but then its difficult to find job now.. argh !
forget it. i will find one soon!
i cant wait for tomorrow.. out with the usual clique ! heehe. EXCITED ! cos i missed damn so much..
so what's the plan for today?
hmm i have got no idea.. maybe stay at home.. i not sure if i going out or not later.. tsk3

ohh and his coming back today !!! i can't wait ! hohoho..
chat with oreo partner yesterday.. and yea thanks a million for helping me out yesterday..
i was lucky enough dude !

i have nothing more to update..
(:

*i believe in originality. u dont have to follow others to make yourself look great or feels great.
u dont have to do that to make others feel interested in u.
but anw again its ur own choice.. nobody can help u if u doesnt help urself.

at 2:11 PM

Saturday, November 14, 2009

CONFUSED !

p/s
why must u go today?! aren't we supposed to meet today?!
but i am glad that u texted me before u left this morning..
i will be waiting for tomorrow !

and ohh i love my nails !
hehhe..

at 5:18 PM

Thursday, November 12, 2009

so hey look at the photo above.. isnt she cute?! her name is Pera Mika.
it is name after the mistake i have done in emaths during tuition. it is suppose to be called as TERA but i say it as PERA.
everybody was like 'what is that? how come i dont know!' HAHA and i am laughing knowing that i have made a silly mistake.
so the 4 of them including my tuition teacher keep disturbing me..
ohh wait, u must be wondering since when i have group tuition..
i am suppose to have one to one tuition but there is not much time so my tuition teacher decided to combine all the tuition together.. at first she though it gonna be a weird kinda of tuition since everybody dont know each other. i thought so too.
everybody though so too.. but it ended up to be a fun one.. everybody get along well..
when we communicate it sounded like we have known each other well.. well enough..
aww i miss that group.. 2 boys 2 girls and 1 tuition teacher.
so where does MIKA come from.. there's another girl in the group who are crazily in love with MIKA..
she so not over him.. she keep talking about him.. we even watch his video together.. WE ARE GOLDEN !
so yayy.. so we decided to combine it..

hi humans,
i feel so good today.. went jogging with my dad early in the morning before he goes to work..
ohhmyy its been awhile since i went joking especially with daddy..
we jog around the estate but we took the longer route this time around.
it was tiring but it was fun..
when we are reaching we challenge each other to see which one of us will reach first..
ohhmyy my dad run quite fast.. never judge a book by the cover but unfortunately i won. hehe!
reached home suppose to have a light breakfast but i am not the type who eat breakfast so i just glup a glass of water.
i wanna jog againnnnnn...
okay so whats the plan for today..
hmm ive got no idea..
the only thing i know is i seriously need to clean up my room..
yayyy..
anyway, sylvia is leaving to china today for a vacation..
have a nice trip girl.. and get loosen up after a long hectic and chaotic months.
imy!

okayy then
:D

at 10:10 AM

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

hi humans,
look at the date.. its 111109. its the day that every O level student had been waiting for..
O level is officially over ! today is the last paper.. i just hope that what ive been doing all this months will start showing and pay off..
anyway O level is over means that i have got back my freedom..
OMG! i am excited.. i miss going shopping, basketball with mates, chill out like nobody business, reading bookssssss etc..
okay actually there are alot of things that are going on my mind..
i just cant wait to partyyyyyyy !!!
but apart from that i am already missed my classmates. i gonna miss all the fun time we had together as a class especially PE lesson.
ohhyaa i gonna missed my class partner. i still remember the time when we sneak in junk food in class and started eating during lesson, playing bingo and charade and some other nonsensical stuff.. i gonna missed the time when we cam-whore and stuff..
okay there are alot of things that are haunting me and make me feel that i wanna go school again..
but good things come to the end. there is always the time that we could gathered everybody and have fun again right..

so just now right after paper we went for lunch.. there are 7 of us and yea we make the place very noisy with our laughter and crappy jokes..ohhmyy it is just so funnnnnnnnnn !!!
okay maybe i should STOP!

nothing much to blog about..
yesterday i have fun chatting with oreo partner.. and he is so stress with his school..
no worries boy u will do good.. he is the best oreo partner mann.. we share alot of stuff !
hahh it is just so weird and funny..

i am so sorry about yesterday.. i dont know what to say. i am just speechless..
i know it is my fault for making u feel that way but i just couldnt do much to help u.
i had explain to u everything i just hope u understand.
i dont know if u are reading this or not but i just hope u do..
i dont know what will happen to our friendship after yesterday..
but i really hope that it will continue to glow and hope that nothing would change..
but i know i couldnt expect much from u..
at times i just dont understand myself either so i cant make others understand me..
but i am just so fortunate to have a friend like u eventho we only communicate thru texting and msn but u really make an effort to know me better. and yea u did it.. u know me more then i know u..
u are a good friend i just hope that u will have a brighter life ahead of u..
i am sorry for everything...

(:

at 9:02 PM

Monday, November 09, 2009

hi humans,

ive got no idea why but i just dont feel good this few days.. i am feeling down.. and i dont know why..
seriously. i am trying hard to give a happy face and a cheerful smile to let everybody around me think that i am a happy girl.
i missed my old self. i missed the time when i am always cheerful and eventho there is something worrying me but i can overcome it openly..
i am tired of giving a fake smile while inside of me are dying..
tsk.. i missed the usual clique.
i missed my cousin.
i missed my classmate.
i missed my outside friends.
i miss everybody...
and i miss u..
BADLY..

O's is ending soon.. and i gonna get my freedom back soon.
i am supposed to be happy, aint i?
but i just cant feel it.. OMG !
i need my happy pills.. i need my laughing pills.
ohh gosh i dreamt of grandaddy yesterday and i dreamt of him yesterday..
what does it mean?!
the only thing i know is that i missed my grandaddy..
i missed the time we had together.. if only u can come back...
but the other dream.. hmm ive got no idea..

u always make me happy.. u never failed to cheer me up..
whenever i got ur text or phone called i will be wearing off that happy face..
but at times u disappointed me with ur u-know-what.. i know i dont have to mention..
cos i dont think i should tell everybody about that..
at times i dont understand u.. u always make me wondering and make me feel bad at times..
i think we are drifting apart..

i have enough i want to be happy girl.
i'm off.. i need to study..

<3

at 11:51 AM

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

heyy humans,
its been awhile seen i last update my dusty blog.. was busy preparing myself for the BIG O's.
yea so much of preparing...
due to the o level ive been sleeping late and wake up super early just to studystudystudy..
so this is the timetable for my O's that i had followed for the passed few days and weeks..
if the paper is in the morning : slept at 2am wake up at around 5am to continue study before getting ready to school.
if the paper is in the afternoon : slept at 2am wake up at around 7am and studyy..
weekends : slept at 4am wake up at 8am..
yea and now ive got eye bags and dark circle !! UGLYYY!
but did this for the sake of O's.. hope it is worth it..
so my next paper which is science paper will be in 6days time and O's is officially over..
but i dont know why, i dont have a good feeling about this. i mean ive got a premonition that i will not get a good result.
i can't convince myself that ive gave my best shot and have the confidence in what i am doing.
tsk.. i know that i must not think of such stuff but i just couldnt get it out of my head..

anyway all the paper was quite difficult and some was okayy..
i hope i can get the result that i am aiming for..
okay ENOUGH about studying..
i cant wait for O's to be officially over because i cant wait for shopping,outingouting&more outing..
some of my friends have plan for a trip to sentosa and all.. OMG !!
ohhyaa did i tell u that i am attending prom?!
so yaa kinda excited..
but now still have to focus on my mcq which i dont know if i could retain myself from using the laptop, going out and stuff..
but i will try my very best to concentrate.. hehe..
nothing much to update..
will update soon..

p/s my girlfriends is so hilarious today..
;D

at 11:12 PM