TSK.. i really miss my classmate !
sorry for not updating my blog for quite sometimes..
i've been busy and very lazy to update this dusty blog of mine. all this while i've kinda do a soul searching for myself..
and i realize that life is not a bed of roses.. life is more then that..
at times i really need to lie to myself that i'm happy ..
life is not like fairy tales that always have a happy ending. they are all fake..
in life good things always comes to the end very fast.. there's nothing much u could do about that.
i always tried hard, very hard to show others that i am happy so that they won't get worried and kept asking me what happen.
but at times i just failed to do that because i have a friends that really know me well..
even how hard i tried to hide my real feeling they will somehow know it..
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maybe i should write more.. and i wrote but i deleted a huge load.
but does it matter?
i'm sorry i just feel like a total ...