hi humans,
haven been blogging.. i dont know why i somehow have lost interest in blogging.. dont asked why..
tsk. i really dont know, nowadays i kept asking myself question. question without an answer.
i wished i could find all the answer to my question..
alot of things had happened and i dont wished to recall them all..
suddenly i have the urge to blog..
Christmas was okay.. no comment on that..
diana's christmas party just now was kinda awesome.. since i haven meet that woman for ages..
had a good laugh with them although inside of me is dying..
they brighten up my day today.. i need my laughing pill please..
i love christmas party because i love presents.. hehe
okay seriously i dont know what to blog.. shucks this sucks..
okay let me whine please..
i hate the feeling inside of me now.. i mean now right now..
i dont know it is me or people around me.. i just feel pressurize..
i dont know whats wrong with me. i just felt that i am so weak now..
arghh i want to get out from this feeling but i just dont know how..
i wish u were here with me but u never understand how i feel about u no matter how much i show u..
so why must i bother because i know what i gonna wish for would not come true..
it is just a waste of time.. i think i have hurt alot of people but i just wish u understand me..
i want to say goodbye to 2009 and start afresh.
please give me that chance .. -.-
i'm off !
(:
psst : alvin and the chipmunks is so cute ! i wish i can bring them home.