hi humans,
i don't know how i should start of my entries but today was the day that i was being fooled by Mr. Troublesome. and i swear i look, sound like an idiot. and all thanks to him.. but at the end of it he really make my day. okay that was weird.
he lied to me. he make story, he told me some true story , he make a confession, he told me something stupid and he burst it out to me saying that it was all a jokes. what a drama-mama he is. but he make me laugh, he make me shocked, he make me angry, he make me smiling to my phone.
he was the awesome best best friends i have got. because he told me that he do that just to make me feel better after going through so so much things. AWW! i know right. what a awesome best best friends !!! (:
i appreciate it eventhough it make me feels like an idiots.
i can't sleep peacefully yesterday night and all thanks to u. and i don't think i need to mention name.
i just thought u were one of my favourite friends but i didn't know things turn out to be this way.
i know u want the best for me and thanks for all the advice but your words really pulled me down in someway or another.
nobody want their life to be screwed up. but things didn't always turn out the way u want it to be.
and that is what happening to me. and for every path that i decided to take now, i will really think through and then i will go for it because i have learn my lesson. but the way u say and the way u elaborate it making me look like a loser and i will not make it when i took this path.
and u even try to compare me with this girl that is way way different than me. i am not like her and i know i would not be like her. she's different and so do i. i got my own way of thinking. and i really hate it when people try to compare me with some other person. because i believed that everybody is different in their own way.
i know what i am doing. and i know i am taking such a long path to achieve my dreams but i think time is not the reason why i should not be able to achieve my goals. i will not let ur words pull me down no matter what happen.
because i got all the support that i need from my family and from my other friends . and that is all i need.
and for once stop forcing me to do something that i don't want to do.
i have my own choice and i have the right to decide... and stop threatening me with that phrase over and over again because i will not give a damn on it anymore..
sorry i just need to clear up things that i have bottled up.
(: